Design - It's What We Do ♥

hey,
so i haven't been around in a while,
i overdosed,
yeah that happened,
anyone fancy catching me up on whats been happening?
ta,

i really dislike christams

Well I guess you haven't heard from me in a while but I guess no one really cares.
I've been gettign alot better, I don't want to kill myself anymore, I'm on daily meds that keep my mood more average so I haven't cut since november the nineth and i'm incredibly proud of this, i really hope i am recovering, one of my counicllers decided I was better enough to stop seeign her so i only have two now one of which I think is finiishing this week. I'm gettign much better, I'm still nto great and I'm still nto happy but I can think now atleast, I can concentrate for more than 30 secodns atr a time and I'm begiing to catch up at school, things are gettign better slwoly and the docotrs are being nicer now my pyschiatrist has actually told them I am suffering form a mental illness and do need the treatment so they let me have my meds but they wont let have it on repeat prescription so I have to go back everymonth for a check up because I'm under 18 and apparently that means they can't prescribe it normally even tho i really do need it cos I don't function as a normal human being with out it.
I now have flu which is just great, i'm really pissed off becase it means i can't go to st johns tonight and i lvoe st johns, but on the other hand i got a c card today so that's free condoms for me meaning me and the boyfriend get to have fun at the weekend, he;s possibly the only good thing in my life right now, i don't have friends anymore cos they all stopped talkign to me, i have one sort of friend i barely speak to and see sort of once a month then i have jack and that's it for social interactins for me, i don't even tlalk to my family anymore, i can't wait till i get to move out and go to uni, it'll be a fresh start and i can't start over startign form a better palce, i'm so glad than i'm in recovery, when in my darkest place i thought i had no hope, that i coudl never be fixed but now i am slowly gettign beter and i'm really glad
well taht's all for now, that was jsut a brief updateon my life xx

Skyfall - Adele
 
OMG GO SEE SKYFALL!
I actually don't care where you live or what films you like, you must go see skyfall, it was very possibly the best film I've ever seen.
It is awesome and basically everyone will love it, it's more than just a bond film, it's fuckign amazing.
 

My view has absolutly nothign to do with the parkour me and my mate were doign inside the theatre in the 45 minutes of adverts before the film actually started or any of our little in jokes like "OMG IT'S ENGLAND, TOTALLY JUST CAME TO SEE THIS FILM COS IT HAS ENGLAND IN IT"
 
Anyway, great film, go see now please.

1. Do you have any pets? - yes
2. Name 3 things that are physically close to you. -my phone, my vasaline and am empty hot choclate mug
3. What's the weather like right now? - i think it's raining, what more could be expected i live in england
4. Do you drive? If so have you crashed? - unfortunatly not
5. What time did you wake up this morning? 6.30
6. When was the last time you showered?- yesterday
7. What was the last movie you saw? - Gullivers travels with the boyfriend
8. What does your last text message say? - sorry for not replying on fb my computer is screwed
9. What's your ringtone? - pfft, liek i ever get actual calls.... always on silent anyway
10. Have you ever been to a different country?- yes
11. Do you like sushi?- YES!
12. Where do you buy your groceries?- co-op, tesco's or the farm shop down the road
13. Have you ever taken medication to help you fall asleep faster?- yep
14. How many siblings do you have?-1 brother, 1 sister
15. Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop? - desktop
16. How old will you be turning on your next birthday?- 17
17. Do you wear contacts or glasses?- supposed ot wear glasses but don't
18. Do you color your hair?- no
19. Tell me something you are planning to do today.- endless homeowrk
20. When was the last time you cried? - dunno...
21. What is your perfect pizza topping?- ham & pineapple
22. Which do you prefer-hamburgers or cheeseburgers?- neither
23. Have you ever had an all-nighter?- plenty :D the very best being the one where i spent 9 hours in a strnagers shed followed by a walk accross town to the tesocs sat in the trolleys to eat at 2am followed by chilling on the mini round about inside tesco's then waiting for a bus to turn up,, still about 4.30 at this point on the grass of a roundabout
24. What is your eye color?- hazel
25. Can you taste the difference between Pepsi and Coke?- not really?
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